June 1st - sleepless nights

I can't believe it is June 1st already!! Where does the time go? We only have 27 more days until the due date and I am SOOOO excited! Although I really wish I knew when this little guy was really going to make his appearance...I have people tell me...there is NO way you will make it that long to... oh you will be two weeks late! I go to the doctor later today...as you can see it is 3:55AM and I have been up since 3:15 AM...I try to just lay in the bed and go back to sleep, but I just have all this energy that I can't waste :) so I get up and try and get stuff done. I usually just end up on here on Facebook...but my intentions are good :) I am currently working on my first blanket for Turner...I made one for my niece, Julie Hope so it is only fair I make him one too. We are blessed to have some "blanket makers" in Billy's family so he has one from his great-great Nanny Bearden (Billy's Grandmother - where the name Bennett comes from) and Billy's mother who is going to be called MawMaw by Turner (I think that is the plan anyway :)) He may come up with his own names...and that will be oh so cute and fun by me. :) I think about what he is going to look like and act like all the time...I wonder what toys that we have that will become his "favorite"...I wonder if he is going to like to sleep a lot or wake up in the middle of the night...I wonder what it is going to be like to hold him for the first time...I wonder what it will be like when I see Billy hold him for the first time...I wonder if ...I wonder about him all the time!! Well, I am going to go grab a snack and try and go back to sleep...I have to go to work in about 2 1/2 hours and I am super excited about that because today is my work shower!! I remember when my friend Kelli, who is heading up the shower, was talking to me about dates and June 1st seemed SOOO far away...and here it is!! I can't say it enough, but I am so blessed! I have a WONDERFUL husband, GREAT family, and SUPER friends!!